
Yes I was B.S-
ing, said I wasn't going to post, said I am going to be up-beat, said I wouldn't whine but.....
Oh the darn dark depression bug came and
whomped me in the face the last 24 hours. For those of you suffers you know what I mean. One day your o.k, the next a little blue, then
whomp it hits! Guess what got me going?? I went to Target! I'm not kidding, Target! Guess why? I realized that the last time I was there was MARCH 2009!! Now that is so pardon me, crappy. I have been really fighting this and not wanting to rely back on
meds, but I don't know, I'm feeling pretty darn blue and not pink at all! Those
IBS girls will relate to my
complaining about this too, yes, this is a
ick subject but running, not walking to the bathroom over 12 times in one afternoon and evening yesterday is ridiculous!! I want t yell very loudly to God and everyone up there listening, GIVE ME A BREAK, WILL YA!!! Last night dumb me read more on C-Diff and post C-Diff
IBS and wasn't too happy! Why am I going through this, pardon the pun crap? All because of the jerk who ran into my car two years ago and his
stinkin insurance company who thinks I 'm
fakin all this!
Now I don't know if this is a Southern thing just in the novels I read or what but the last book I read name escapes me,the friends offered each other "poor babies" when they were blue! Five poor babies for big issues. So I want FIVE, Yes FIVE, poor babies! And a job!
So since you can't give me employment how about allowing me to slip away from home to some quaint cottages to gather some me and alone time till I no longer need such a heavy dose of poor babies?

Like it but want something more shady to tuck away in!

Cute, but no flowers

This is good

Getting better

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can it have this room for me to read in, pretty please??

Kinda a little breakfast area, maybe a tad more vintage?

YES, OH MY, YES

And this room, simple, quaint, can lay in bed and watch the birds. I really shouldn't make these wishes cause of course us clinically depressed girls get more depressed fantasizing. Luck for me I have a doctors appointment and a lawyers appointment Thursday! Killing two birds with one stone! And in the back of mind I am also thinking everyday of the September 3rd trial of mine.
YOO HOO GOD? IS HE THERE?? I'M ON OVER LOAD GOOD MAN, I NEED SOME DIVINE
INTERVENTION, I LOVE YA BUT AM FEELING THE WEAK PULL OF SADNESS HERE!!